Oh Lawd! I thought I was going to just find out if the rumor about Eddie Murphy and Johnny Gill is true, which so far, seems to be; but I got a whole lot of anti-black woman shite from the We Really Want White Women So We Have to Make the Black Woman the Bad Guy Club. Really, I don't get it, their fathers run out on them and the rest of the family, but they grow up hating the one entity that made sure they had food in their stomachs and shoes on their feet. The way that I see it is the black woman has chosen to assimilate into mainstream U.S.A. culture (i.e., obtaining her bachelor's, learning to save money and own a home, send her kids off to school, etc.) and the black man resents her for it. Too many black women esp. from my generation have grown up not even having their basic needs met, and now they want to make sure that not only will they have their own needs met, but their children also. We can't do that with men that want to sit on their ass and f*ck all day. So, naturally, we're not going to go for the guy that takes us out to Mickie D's on our first date. To me, that is hardly gold digging, just merely survival. Now back to Murphy and Gill. These two have a responsibility to rest of the gay black male community and the gay male community on a whole, to come out and be proud! To stifle your inner Self and your energy is terrible. Not that anybody reads this rinky dink page of mine, but in hopes someone does, here is my message to gay males: Fuck them that don't accept your lifestyle, DO NOT SUFFER IN SILENCE. This world is about energy, there are those who will usurp the hell out of yours if you let them. Oh and if you're bi-sexual, at least let your woman know, she might be a freak like me and love it! Endometriosis: I know there must be specialists out there, but where? My primary threatens me with rehab and tells me that I might have to have my right ovary removed in the same breath. Am I the illogical one? I go to the emergency room and they give me Dilaudin (sp?) some form of morphine, because they know this pain is real and it will kill. How is it that I end up with these troubles, I don't know.
posted by Lady Ursula at 5:35 PM