I can't figure out what I want to do with this layout thing.don't really feel like making any graphics, perhaps i'll return to the old one. Have to get links back up so I can check out my favorite sites.
weird thing, i thought i didn't like english, but the teacher is cool. he like actually takes the time out to help. my algebra teacher uses me as a scapegoat. when i ask questions he belittles me, then he wonders why i don't do well on the test. it's weird, it's like he's trying to impress the other students. so i guess now i like english better, at least i don't have to put up with insecurity there.
it's so weird at school there's this guy that i haven't said more than a few words to that has suddenly just turned on me. i have no clue why, it's like damn what am i? a friggin' mindreader? there's a chic he hangs out with that has done the same thing. it shouldn't bother me, but it makes me wonder, was it something i said?
i'm used to people just not liking me from day one, but when they out of the blue start acting aloof , i wonder if it's something i did or said. screw them! i'm there to get the degree, not there to make them happy. yes, that's more like it.
im struggling with natural logs and euler number. it's like what is it and why do i need to know it. the whole concept of learning somethng that i can only perform on a calculator is sick to me.im not sure when ill ever have to calculate some form of radioactive decay either, compound interest most likely will come in handy. im just rambling so that i may be inspired for a new approach to this material.
its absolutely upsetting, this Chandra Levy story. She was only 24, and even if she was messing with a married politician, she did not deserve to die like that. things like this make me feel helpless and hopeless. if i were in charge i'd have Condit's nuts on a chopping block and whoever helped him to accomplish this atrocity. prick.
that's about it for now. except i saw vanilla sky ( i love anything with tom cruise in it, except eyes wide shut) this movie was interesting to say the least. it left me with this odd feeling for the rest of the evening.
