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Wednesday, March 07, 2001
 
    ok, today i've made some minor decisions (and some major ones).
    1. I want to create something for people that are absolutely new online. I've been scoping blogs out and I realized that I have not found any that helps new people out. I've only been online since '95 myself. I cannot imagine what I would of done if blogs were around. I also can't imagine what it would of been like if I actually had some guidance other than a search engine.
    2. I've finally just came to terms with the fact that I am bi and if my sister (who is everything to me) judges me for it, so be it. Like you needed to know this right?
    3. I have re-develop my inner code for living. I've always been a fence-sitter because I always can see the two sides to the stories. Today I just have to accept that I'm the voice of reason and others are not going to like me for that.
    4. I'm allowing myself to develop an ego. Not just the ego that allows me to keep up this page, but the one that says it's okay if I win. I noticed that I feel guilty when I win or show signs of intelligence around some of the people in my life.
    5. I've also developed my escape plan. However, I have not decided whether or not I'm staying on the east coast or daring to go west. Home is no longer home for me.
    6. I need to *live* at A-List Apart for the next six months.
    Ciao!

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